May 23, 2008

One of those Days!!

Its one of those days, when I just want to go back to sleep in my bed. I don't wanna go to work and sit in those dull green walled cabins again(that color just gets to me!!.) and glare into the computer blue screen. Its one of those days when I look into the mirror and see my fat belly and out of shaped body, and no matter what clothes I wear, it makes me look above 30. Add to it a bad hair day - no matter how I comb it, it takes a shape of its own. I set to make it look like as free flowing as a la Jennifer Aniston, and it turns out to be a soggy ran-through-rain-and-bushes 'free flowing' types. Its one of those days where I mentally make the 55th personal note in my head that 'I seriously need to take of myself more! No one else is gonna do that for me...' and am totally charged to visit a good hair salon by the weekend( which I know won't happen because my lazy fat ass won't budge either from bed or from the couch watching TV).

Its one of those days when coffee tastes bitter and the toast is burned and I don't feel like eating that anymore. One of those days when Matt steers clear out of my path and knows better than to dare say anything. Its one of those days where I lose track of time and reach office 20 minutes late, and people don't even realize it. Well, so much for my popularity!! "Thanks guys, I feel so appreciated and wanted!!..."

Its one of those days that I'm so pissed with work and wondering how did I ever get here!! Quickly send out my updated resume to 2 of my friends, who have been asking me to do so since past one month. (Not that it will get me any brownie points!!) Its only half past 12 and I'm dying of hunger but have to wait till 1pm.

It one of those days, when my internet is so damn slow and the system has automatically shut down at least twice. The 'Admin' guy is not online and has probably decided he doesn't want to get out of his bed and stuck to his decision, unlike me or has swallowed the magic potion to turn invisible. Its one of those days where the A/C has been set to the minimum and my fingers have become like a witch's claws and got my teeth clattering away to glory.

Mental Note no 56th: Please do not, at any cost wear a sleeveless , unless you have a stole or a jacket that 'goes' with your sleeveless top but not at the cost of you looking like a fashion disaster. As it is you know how you look..refer to Note no. 55...

And finally, its one of those days when I've written 'one of those days' I don't know how many times by now and I've listened to Freddie singing 'I want to break free' about 15 times and stopping the urge to sing out that song and swing to its music. So I'm gonna write it as I sing in my mind as the song plays once again

The interlude (the piano, the drums)
pa pa paaaaa pa -paaaam
di ti di ti di ti (dish) di ti di ti titaa (dish)

I want to break free,
I want to break freeeeeeee,
I want to break free from your lies, your so sssself-satisssfieeeed, I dont neeeeeeeeeed youuuuu,
I gottt ta break freeeeeeeee... Gawd knowwwwws,
Gawd knows i wanna bre-aaaak fre-eeeeeeeee

Ive fallen in lu-huv
Ive fallen in love for the first time 'n this time I know its for reeeeeeaaaall,
Ive fallen in lu-huvvv, (yeah)
Gaad knows, Gaaad knows
Ive fallen in luv-ha hah hah hav

Its strrrange but its true, (eh yeah)
I cant get ovvvver the way, you love me like you do
But I havv to be sure,
When I walk out that doorrrr,
Ohh how I want to be free,(be be)
Oh how I want to be free
OOhhhhh how I want to break free!!!

pa pa pa paaaam, ppaaa (electic guitar)

di ti di ti di ti (dish) di ti di ti titaa (dish)
dish , dish , dish, tich tich tich, (dish) --- drum beats ok!

But life still goeeees o-honn,
I still cant get used to livin' without livin' without, livin' without yyouu
By my siiii-hide,
I dun want to live alone, (hey)
Gawdd knowwwwwws, gottto make it on my owwwwwwn
So baby cant you see-eeee
Ive gottto brrrrreak free

Ive gottttttttto brrrrreak free-eeeee,
I wannnnttto brrreeeeeeak free (yeah)
I wun, I wann, I wannnn, I waaaannnntt to brrrrrrreak free-eeee-eeee-eee....

di ti di ti di ti (dish) di ti di ti titaa (dish)

7 comments:

Naiesha said...

Hey chill girl, u r not alone...coz at my workplace there is no ac, feel like m in an hot oven....stomach's hurting and no work...so m just looking and giggling that's all!!! Yes it's one of those days...lol :)

Ancy said...

wht to do, its one of those days where I feel that MINE is the worst situation of ALL!! and feeling very self-centered and not at all apologetic abt it. Wow! hmmmm....It's goes pass,rite?

Naiesha said...

I have been there many a times only to be reminded that "It cud be worse"....

Ancy said...

yep...i cud really be worse....I cud murder some one and go to jail...thank goodness for my patience!!

Caroline Kaunds said...

m sorry ancy but u made me laugh thru ur post...ha ha.. my days have been like this for i dont know how long..i have lost track.. we dont have AC.. plus we are the fortunate few to get the aromatic fragrance of the river flowing outside( after which all the near by flora and fauna have died or probably mutated)so dont worry girl.. it used to bug me in the beginning.. now i laugh at it...

Ancy said...

nah...it was meant to be funny!! I find it relieving to find humor in tragedy too...after this blog is meant for that..a person cant always have bright and perky days, rite!!

Anonymous said...

was really fun to read:)